I was having a meltdown today. Rasanya campur aduk. Feels like nobody understands me 😂 Galau tingkat anak SMP. Astaghfirullah. Lalu tiba-tiba pas gendong Shanum kepalanya kejedot bibir ibu, rasanya sakit banget kayanya sampe berdarah.
😖 aduh sakit banget dek
☹️ ma-af ibu. ma-af ya *sambil ngelus-elus pipi*
😖 iya gapapa, kan ga sengaja. tapi masih sakit nih.
☹️ sakit ibu? *masih elus-elus*
😖 gapapa nak
☹️ gapapa ya, shanum juga sakit *sambil meringis*
Makdeg🥺
Biasanya dia ku tanya duluan ada yang sakit ngga kalo dia abis kejedot atau jatuh. Tapi kali ini, shanum lah yang mencoba memahami ibu duluan. Padahal dia juga lagi nahan sakit. Masya Allah seketika meltdownnya hilang. Terima kasih nak ❤❤ masya Allah seneng hehehe
#notetomyself
If you think nobody truly accept they way you are, if you think nobody understands you. If you think you are bad for things you have and haven’t done or things you can’t do. If you think you’re ugly af.. Remember, you’re wrong❌ Your kids think you’re great for things you have and haven’t done, and things you can’t do. They think you’re beautiful even you don’t put your make up on, even when you’re smelly 🤢 your kids are there for you, they stick with you. they want to be with you. even when you lose your shit, they still want to be with you. They always want to be with you because they love you 
I love you, nakku shanum ❤
Let The Journey Begin! 